I’ve strong and continuous thoughts about suicide.
Ok, now that I have your attention I must go on: first of all, in this thoughts I never, and I mean NEVER even think about killing myself. Instead, sometimes I like to think a little about those people who are such assholes that can’t cope with life and end up killing themselves.
For starters, you have only ONE LIFE, only one chance to do everything you can, one chance to achieve the greatest goal -or at least this should be the one that matters- in everybody’s life: to be happy. Who cares if you have good looks or lots of money if you’re unhappy?
Everyone should fight to deserve the right to be alive.
There’s an estimated of about 6,499,697,060 people in the world. I think that’s enough. There are people dying, people who do want their lives but have terrible diseases or are starving to death. That’s why I found insulting that someone who has a good life ever considers dying.
So here’s my message to you all: if you have something but don’t want to fight to keep it, then probably you don’t deserve it. If you have this life but don’t want it, then do us all a favor, stop stealing our oxygen. Go fuck yourself, and then die.
Of course that’s the easy way out. What I might recommend -if you have the guts- is that you actually start trying to enjoy your life the way it is. So you’re fat? There’s probably fatter people than you. You ugly? Who cares? Sure you have a charming personality. Stop moaning and bitching, start realizing the great person you actually are, and most important, fight for your life!! Earn it!
Two more things you should always keep in mind:
1. There’s always another way out. Try talking with those who care about you. And don’t say there’s none. There’s always someone who cares for you.
2. If you’re reading this, that probably means I know you. So if you feel down, you know how to reach me. I’m here for you if you need me.
This entry has been delayed for quite a while, I had this idea after watching a real life video about this guy who put a bomb under the driver seat on his own car, and all the police around him trying to convince him not to turn on the car, and this went on until the guy finally turned on the fucking car and killed himself, not without causing some damages to buildings and a lot to the good cops who so stupidly tried to save him to no avail.